Tuesday, January 31, 2012

HE BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE I STILL LIKE MY EX BOYFRIEND!

this song is for HIM...^_^



Last time I like someone who i deeply in love with, and when we broke up i still cant accept the fact that we are not together anymore, and i have friend which is i treat like my real brother and he got a best friend and his best friend become my new boyfriend, his nice to me i like him but still i cant forget my past..after how many month this guy broke up with me, and he said he cant take and tolerate him self anymore because he said he know that i still like my ex boyfriend which is not true, hmmmp but actually i really still like my ex boyfriend but i also hate my self because when the time I am starting to like this guy that is the time also the guy game up on me..

But what can I do still need to live with my new life which is being single again.. maybe its better i become single rather than having a relationship which keep making my life miserable

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

>><,")I dOnT KnOw WhAt To Do!!!!!(",><<


how i wish...i never fall in love to this person....:(....because when the day i start loving him i also started to cry, to be hurt and to pretend again that I'm happy...."gusto ko na sanang sabihin sau, kaso natatakot ako kasi baka masira ang pagkakaibigan natin...kaya nagpasya nalang akong wag ipaalam sau...para sa ating pagkakaibigan,,,and I'm trying to forget u but i cant...maybe because only my mind is the one saying that i can forget u but my heart says i can't...:(
YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN

Many days had come and gone, still I can't forget the things you've done the wonderful moments together we shared are still remembered.
I can called the day we met the words I heard were so sweet I can remember the day you left I shed the tears you've set.
I hoarded and treasured the night when you kissed and held me tight I probably had lost my sight the feelings that I can never fight
Though you're in someone else's arms my heart still longs for you warmth though you seem t neglect me I still treasure what we used to be
I know you'll never come to me again to say "baby let our love resend" but deep within I feel like a fool who waits nothing but your call
call me crazy, stupid, and even insane anything you would wish to claim I don't care for its only, In my hurt will always REMAINS.
ANG TAGLISH KONG PAG - IBIG

What is it nga ba ang nais kong sabihin?, di yata't speechless itong aking feeling di ko alam kung 
what is really happening deep inside, ikaw lang ang nais isipin.

Should I express kung ano ang nadarama?, but baka love ko for you ay di tama di ko alam kung bakit biglang nag - jealous is it because minamahal ka na nang lubos?

Everytime na lamang ika'y nakikita both knees ko'y tila nangangatog sa tuwa in too much afraid kasi ako sa iyong sasabihin even though were apart minahal ka pa rin

Di ko na - put away sa aking isipan maybe because puso ko'y di maturuan is it enough na nga bang sayo'y aminin labis mong pinuno ang emptiness within.
~ANATOMY OF A FRIEND~


1.) A level head for giving advise

2.) A patient ear for listening to your "nobody - loves - me" monolouges

3.) A warm welcoming smile

4.) A great shoulder to cry on

5.) A hert big enough to love you the way you are

6.) Strong arms for big bears bugs

7.) An every - ready helping hand

8.) A mighty pair of legs for dashing to your rescue or walking a shopping marathon
~ANGEL~



How could I forget this usual comrade, could make me create an an weary crusade

Awful of those numberless creation head full to the miserable ones but sometimes I feel that of a heart burn forgive me if I'm that envious

Nothing could divulge me, why I'm that is into the sky like a star in the unfrading on the monsoon dew

Now how that you will be here sad but that's the truth wishing still you will share your guidance, love or both

Amourous I feel a sort for everything you bestowed bounded here in my heart the very peculiar thing you showed

Holy I prayed you are Holy sent from above wanting to adjoin you freely thy love
~APOLOGY~

Many have I met a companion, pal, a friend while wanting to be friends this is what we call classmates, batchmates, and schoolmates
Amiable I am to you, but why are you trying to pretend, you seemed to be such a friend yet the truth, you never wanted to be
Rude I though I've been that you were maybe hurt but to search for a reason I can't when did that incident happen
I never though I had hurt you anyway through this single pal you know I'm not the intentional to hurt somebody, its not my way
Sorry, if you think I ever did I'm here, ready to go astray but just make sure you'll betray my treasure, my shed
~HAVE COURAGE~

When thing go wrong as they sometimes will; when the road you're trudging seems all uphill when the funds are low and the depts are high when care is pressing you down a bit. rest if you must but do not quit
Success is failure turned inside out; the silver tint clouds of doubt; and you can never tell how close you are it may be near when it seems so far; so stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, it's when things go wrong that you must not quit.

LOVE OF GOD


THE MEDIATOR



I will do more than belong, I will participate.
I will do more than care, I will help.
I will do more than believe, I will practise.
I will do more than forgive, I will work.
I will do more than earn, I will enrich.
I will do more than teach, I will inspire.
I will do more than give, I will serve.
I will do more than live, I will grow.
I will do more than be friendly, I will be a friend.

~ MAKE A CHOICE ~

Choose to love - rather than hate.
Choose to smile - rather than frown.
Chose to build - rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere - rather than quit.
Choose to praise - rather than gossip.
Choose to heal - rather than wound.
Choose to give - rather than grasp.
Choose to act - rather than delay.
Choose to forgive - rather than curse.
Choose to pray - rather than despair.

(ANONYMOUS)

~ DON’T QUIT ~ 

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And when you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit –
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many failure turns about
When he might have won though he stuck it out.
Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow –
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup and he learned too late, when the night’s slipped down
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out –
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to fight when you’re hardest hit –
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.